Mujhe Panauti, Badasoorat Kehkar Reject Kiya Gaya Vidya

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Mujhe Panauti, Badasoorat Kehkar Reject Kiya Gaya Vidya

Vidya Balan ko shikhar par pahunchane ke liye kin-kin kanteele raaston se gujarana pada, yeh bahut kam log jaante hain. Yahaan rekha Khan unke us daur ko ujaagar kar rahi hain, jab unhein 'Panauti' kaha jaata tha. . . Bachapan se hi draamebaaj thi Mumbai ke cheinboor ilaake mein mera bachapan beeta. Ghar mein mami, paapa, mera aur meri badi bahan ka chhota-sa, magar sukhi parivaar tha. Main bachapan mein achhi-khaasi tandarust hua karti thi. Mujhe khaana aur TV dekhna bahut pasand tha. Padhaai mein bhi main achhi-khaasi thi. Bachapan mein main teacher ya daansar banane ke sapane dekha karti thi, par draamebaaj to main bachapan se hi thi. Mujhe yaad hai hamaare girls school mein bunaai ke peeriyd mein hamein sweater bunana sikhaaya ja raha tha. Hamaari teacher ka naam tha miss parl aur mujhe to jaise bunaai se janmon ka bair tha, to mainne apni bunaai poori naheen ki. Egjaam sar par aa gaye aur tab mainne apni best freind se apna sweater poora karavaaya, par teacher ne hamaari cheeting pakad li aur hamein panish karke fail karne ki dhamaki de di. Tab main drama queen bankar teacher ke aage gidgidaane lagi. Is par bhi teacher ka dil naheen pighla, to mainne aankhon mein aansoo bharakar kaha, 'Aap bhale mujhe fail kar deejiye, par use (meri freind ko) paas kar deejiye, usaki koi galati naheen hai. ' bas teacher mere magaramachh ke aansoo dekhkar pighl gain aur unhonne ham donon ko hi paas kar diya tha. Poster se prerit hokar screen test diya meri kaulejing Mumbai ke seint jeviyrs college se hui. Yaheen par sahi maayanon mein mera traansafaurmeshan hua tha. Hamaara ek bahut bada group hua karta tha, jo kaafi jindaadil tha aur ham bahut masti karte the. Ek din mainne college mein ek poster laga dekha, usamein nirmaata-nirdeshak raman Kumar ne ek aid diya tha ki unhein apne seeriyl ke liye nae cheharon ki talaash hai. Bas usi se prerit hokar main freind ke kehne par odishn dene pahunch gayi. Kamaal to dekhiye, mainne screen test diya aur paas bhi ho gayi. Mera pehla seeriyl tha 'Law belauj', uske baad mainne 'Ham paanch' bhi kiya, magar fir TV mein milne vaale ek hi tarah ke ofars se main ukata gayi aur kuchh naya karne ki sochane lagi. Mainne south ka rukh kiya. Mainne tay kar liya tha ki hiroin banoongi. Kai baar reject kiya gaya usaus vakt meri khushi ka thikaana na raha, jab mujhe apni pehli malayalam film mili aur vah bhi dakshin ke superstar mohanalaal ke saath. Tab main naheen jaanti thi ki hiroin banana mere liye kaanton ka taaj saabit hoga. Ek aid film mein mera kaam dekhkar mujhe chuna gaya tha. Mohanalaal ke saath film milte hi mujhe malayalam ki 12 filmon ke ofar mil gaye. Main to saatavein aasmaan par thi. Baharahaal, is film ke liye mera baakaayada luk test hua, jiske liye mere pairants aur meri deedi Mumbai se south aain theen. Film 50 parseint bankar taiyaar bhi ho gayi ki achaanak shelvd ho gayi. Ab tak takareeban ek darjan hit filmein de chuke mohanalaal ki is film se logon ko bahut ummeedein theen, par film ke band hone par mujhe 'Panauti' karaar de diya gaya. Magar mujhe ummeed thi ki jald hi meri doosari filmein shuroo hongi, par fir akhbaaron se pata chala ki panauti karaar diye jaane ke kaaran mujhe kuchh filmon se nikaal diya gaya. Main niraash hone lagi ki tabhi phone aaya ki 'Ek dooje' fame ke baalaachandar ke saath mujhe new jeelaind ke aautador schedule par jaana hai. Main apne passport aur kaagaji kaam mein jut gayi, par jald hi vahaan se bhi na ho gayi. Rijekshan ke ajeebo-gareeb daur se gujri main. Ek film ke to bade-bade poster lag gaye the, ek schedule poora bhi ho gaya tha, magar us vakt meri aankhon se aansoo nikal pade, jab pata chala ki unhonne meri jagah kisi aur ko le liya hai. Mujhe naun daansar aur badasoorat kah kar reject kiya gaya. Ek pradyoosar ne to film sign karne se pehle mere hauroskop ki maang ki. Sabhi jaante hain ki hiroin banane ka mauka mujhe pradeep sarkaar ne diya. Unke ek asistant se ek film festival mein mili aur mainne unhein bataaya ki main daada ki vidiyoj ki deevaani hoon aur unke saath kaam karna chaahati hoon. Fir do saal baad mujhe film mili. Tab saai Baba ke saamane roi south ke ek nirmaata ne mujhe kaam dene se pehle hauroskop dikhaane ki baat ki, to mere pita bahut naaraaj ho gaye. Unhonne saaf kah diya ki bhale meri beti ko film na mile, magar ham hauroskop naheen deinge, magar meri niraasha badhati ja rahi thi. Ab tak main 70-80 aid filmon mein kaam kar chuki thi, par ab vahaan se bhi ofar aane band ho gaye. Pehle aid ke odishans mein mujhe dekhkar doosare maudals insikyuar ho jaaya karte the, par ab mujhe vahaan bhi rijekshan ka saamana karna pada. Ek din to Nariman point se aisi hi ek aid meeting se reject hokar main itni jyaada hurt ho gayi ki paagalon ki tarah paidal chalne lagi. Jab main cheinboor pahunchi, to hosh aaya ki kitna jyaada chali hoon. Saamane saai mandir tha aur main vahaan jaakar foot-foot kar ro padi. Mujhe laga ki glaimar industry ke liye main unfit hoon. Tab paapa mere liye chattaan ki tarah khade na hote, to main choor-choor ho chuki hoti. Siddhaarth se ladti hoon shaadi ne mujhe kampleet kiya hai. Main siddhaarth ke saath-saath khud ko bhi diskavar kar rahi hoon, nae sire se. Ek homamekar ke roop mein main jimmedaar mahasoos karti hoon. Vah kamaal ke pati hain, magar unki kuchh baatein mujhe samajhne mein vakt lagta hai. Ab jaise vah time ke kuchh jyaada hi paaband hain aur main kitna bhi jaldi kar loon, vah mujhse pehle pahunch jaate hain aur unki yahi baat mujhe iritet karti hai. Pata hai, mere paapa bhi aise hain. Mainne apne ghar mein bhi yahi dekha hai. Unki doosari iriteting baat yeh hai ki agar vah subah uthakar pepar na padh lein, to samajh leejiye duniya idhar se udhar ho jaaegi. Raat mein sone mein kitni bhi der ho jaae, magar subah uthakar vah pepar jaroor padheinge. Main to aaraam se der tak soti rah sakti hoon. Hamaare beech matabhed bhi hote hain. Ham ek-doosare se pyaar bhi karte hain. Vaise ek baat aapko bata doon ki hamaari bahut-si aadatein milti hain, jo shaadi ke liye jaroori bhi hoti hain. Magar choonki main south Indian hoon aur vah punjabi hain, to kuchh aadatein alag bhi hain. Ham log chappal pahanakar ghar mein naheen chalte, jabki vah bedhadak chappal pahanate hain. Pehle to mainne is baat par kaafi aitaraaj dikhaaya, par ab beech ka raasta nikaala hai ki baahar ki chappal ghar par naheen pahani jaaegi aur ghar ki chappal alag hongi. Magar main yeh jaroor kehna chaahoongi ki shaadi karke main bahut khush hoon. Vidya ne hamein yeh bhi bataaya ki 'Darti pikchar' ki shooting ke dauraan unhein 10-12 sigret foonkani padti theen. Usase unki tabiyat bhi kharaab ho gayi thi. Haalaanki, fir unhein 'Sho mast go on. . . ' waali spirit ka dhyaan karna pada.

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